Why is everyone else okay... and I'm not?
I've had this sort of pit in my stomach the last couple of days. I've been browsing the news in search of some glimmer of hope that this epic & global catastrophe we find ourselves in will be on the downward slope. But instead I'm met with headlines that twist my insides. I feel almost physically sick; nauseated from worry and fear of what is yet to come in the weeks and months ahead. Our town here in Enid, Oklahoma seems to be about a week or two behind places like New York, Detroit, and other major hubs where the corona virus has hit hard. Here things are slowly trickling in. Everyone lost their minds two weeks ago and bought up all the canned goods, dry goods, and cleaning products they could find (and then some), but since then, there really wasn't a huge change to our way of life here until just a few days ago when all public and private schools were shut down for the remainder o...